Well, new things are happening this month. Too many changes at one time just makes it harder to figure out where the problem lies.
This month, no physical pms symptoms (2nd cycle off of bc), but I did get my period a few days short of 28, and my brain is a mess.
I haven't followed the diet like a should because I couldn't get control of the cravings. I'm still 85-90% gluten free, and sticking with mostly fruit/Veg and chicken, but I have been craving red meat a lot, so I gave in, and I'm craving coffee like never before. And...sweets - I found myself standing in front of an open fridge door the other night after everyone was asleep with spoon in hand. Jelly, peanut butter (natural at least), chicken, peanuts, pudding, etc, etc. I was on a tasting binge. Then went to bed and dreamed guilty things.
I can't remember sh**, and I've been panicking even more lately. I'm into my 2nd day of my period, and I do feel a little better with the anxiety and anger, but still quite teary. Not sure if it is the Wellbutrin finally out of my system or what? School starts next week, and I'm SOOOOO excited about having a routine again! All summer, the kids are home, my hubby is home, and my MOM is home - routine becomes nonexistent because I have to tend to everyone's needs, but I'm anticipating feeling much better when I can get a better grip on the day.
I hope I can be more disciplined, especially with the diet and exercise, like I was when I first found you. I know it works, I just need to stop talking myself out of it, and start talking myself out of cheating.
I'm sorry. You must get so tired of me whining, and giving in to temptation. I hope to bring you good news by next cycle.